| [25 October 2006] To the jerk who's in Davao right now
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How dare you. Who do you think you are? And to think that you're supposed to represent us, too.
Just because you were able to come there so easily, it doesn't mean that you can question our personal reasons for not being able to come.
Did you know that I already knew what you did even before you got to me? And you still had the nerve to be all friendly after that? I know why, you two-faced prat.
You're not going to get away with this, I'll make sure of that. I wish you won't even think about running anymore. Neither of you deserves to win.
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| [24 October 2006] The Departed
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This movie is just sick, but I loved it. Leonardo de Caprio, Matt Damon and Mark Wahlberg in one movie... who would've thought that it would turn out this way? Great movie, I highly recommend it.
I have a challenge to those who haven't seen the movie yet, but are planning to. Can you count how many times did the word "F*CK" get mentioned in the movie?
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| [23 October 2006] Bagong lub-dub!!!
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Buhay na naman ako.
Dahil...
May crush na uli akooooooooo!!
It's been a while. Na-miss ko na yung kinikilig. Hihihi.
*SFX: doki, doki!
(BTW, I'm not telling. Nadala na ko.)
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| [17 October 2006] Couple
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Congratulations.
Too bad I might not be able to say the same when March comes.
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| [16 October 2006] Pagod na
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It's been a while, ne?
Talaga naman. I'm supposed to finish the final written proposal for our SS (a.k.a. thesis), and what am I doing? Blogging. Nag-toogs toogs din pala kami nung Friday night to Saturday early morning, kaya ayun... buong umaga hanggang hapon, tuloogs tuloogs naman. Sayang ang oras (pero masaya naman, diba? haha).
Wala lang. Napapagod lang ako. These past few weeks had been really toxic for us that death seems like a better option. No kidding.
Naalala ko lang, nung isang gabi... I was so desperate to study for my Clin Micro exam in peace (my dad invaded the living room a.k.a. my study area) that I locked myself up in the bathroom until my dad was finished doing his exercises and watching TV downstairs. Kawawa.
I need Kage Bunshins. Really. So I can do so much and be at many places at the same time.
I miss Chorale terribly. This has been the looooooooooongest time that I haven't been to rehearsals. 3 weeks na ata! And go ask them, that is so not me. And I feel so bad, naiiwanan ko na rin pati responsibilidad ko as SC Chairperson sa college namin. Stagnant... for a month and counting. I disgust myself. I really don't deserve the position.
Pagod na ko.
Pagod na ko sa kakaisip kung bakit nangyari ang nangyari. But thoughts of him just keep on coming in my head, even if I really don't want it. There's no point in denying. Oo, bitter ako. Malungkot ako. I know that things will get better eventually, but can't it be sooner? It's not that I want things to be back the way it was before. I just wanted to move on completely.
Pagod na ko sa kakaasa na makakapasok pa ko ng UP Med. Hanggang pangarap na lang talaga ako, pero unti-unti nang naglalaho. My grades suck. And I suck for not even making an effort to raise 'em. I had a chance to raise my grade in Epid from 2.0 to 1.75, but I'm too tired to study for the final exam. Perhaps, too lazy? Oh well, UP's not the only med school. I bet I could get in UST, and it's not bad there. Nakakapanghinayan lang talaga yung laking matitipid if I make it to UP Med. Basta one thing's for sure, I'm going to take up Medicine. Wala nang atrasan toh. For Lola. For my parents. For others.
Pero ang pangarap ko rin na grumaduate na cum laude... *poof*. Wala na din. Sayang. And it's my fault. At ang lakas pa ng loob kong mag-rant. Hwattaloser.
Haaay. Back to work (although I want to read more manga... work slacker!!!).
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| [02 October 2006] A Greater Storm
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The storm Milenyo was indeed a strong one. Classes were suspended. Large billboards fell. Roofs and other U.F.O.s were flying. Trees were uprooted. Death toll reached 70 and counting (terrible). Electricity was out in the Metro for a few days.
But there was a greater storm that my family had to face while Milenyo was blowing and raining on Metro Manila, and it really hit us all hard.
Then again, there is no storm that the sun won't shine through.
Her pain has ended. She's in God's hands now. There is nothing more we can ask for.
Lola,
I miss you.
I love you.
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