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[29 August 2005] Tired, but not of something new
I've been really, really tired for the past few days . I had to rehearse everyday for the UPMC concert (just happened last Friday), then every night when I get home at 10:30 pm, I rehearse even more (if I can still catch up, that is) for the concert of our choir in church, in celebration of our 35th anniversary. If that's not enough, I still have assignments to do and exams to study for. Buti nga di pa ko nagkakasakit (thank you, Centrum, and thank you, Vitamin C a.k.a. my Tang vitamin).

So now, minus the concerts, again... it's study, study, and more study. Bleh .

Today, we don't have class, thanks to PGMA's penchant for moving holidays that land on weekends to the nearest weekday. I have an exam on PH 151 (Microbiology) tomorrow first thing in the morning, though. Mejo mahirap pa naman yung coverage! But like I said, I'm really tired, and I just want some time to rest, kahit sandali lang. I promised myself I'd start studying 11:00 am.

It's been a while since I last made a post. What's new?

More fulfillments!

1. Usually, when I finish an exam early, ibig sabihin, wala na akong masagutan. But woah, for my 2nd PH 131 (Physiology) exam, that wasn't the case. I finished early because I actually found the test okay!

2. I finally got my PH 121 (Anatomy) exam, and I DID do good!

3. Grabe, ang toxic pala magbigay ng exam si Sir Magallanes. Our PH 141 (Biostatistics) exam was one of the longest exams I ever took (naalala ko bigla, pinakamahaba pala yung Biochem lab exam... GRR). But I think I did okay, too.

4. Finally!!! My first successfull venipuncture!!! I would like to thank my mom for letting me stick a needle through her median cubital vein so that I may be able to draw erythrocytes for no reason.

5. Aba, di lang pagkuha ng dugo ginagawa ko sa bahay (hehehe). Kumukuha na rin ako ng BP ngayon! I just got my sphygmomanometer and my (purple!) stethoscope, all from my cousins in the US. My mom even asked me to keep a record of my lolo's, lola's and my dad's blood pressure readings, and so I now have this recycled notebook ready to be written on. Hehehe.

May mga bago rin naman sa buhay ko...

1. NEW! bed - As some people would know, we've temporarily deserted our home in Makati, so we can be with our grandparents in ParaƱaque. Our parents switched rooms with us so we can have more space. Then, my brother has been complaining about his bed. He sleeps on a sofa bed that's been giving him backaches that he still puts an extra mat on his bed when he sleeps. So, my parents bought him a new bed. But guess what? They bought us (me and my younger brother) a new double decker bed, too! It's the one that I pointed out to my mom when she showed me my brother's bed, which was actually supposed to be mine. But I don't care, because I love my new bed! The bottom deck has a study table (na inangkin ko na, dahil ako naman ang may pinakamaraming libro at pinakaseryosong mag-aral... compared to my younger brother, who prefers to study lying down, hehehe), and lots of space for books and paraphernalia. Ah basta, I love it!


2. NEW! career options - Dati, sobrang decidido na ako na magiging doktor ako. I still DO want to be a doctor, yun nga lang, ngayon pa lang nahihirapan na ako. I'd still try, but just in case, I've thought about what I might end up in if I don't pursue Medicine anymore. I want to be a high school teacher in an all-boys school. Yesterday, one of our choir members was telling stories about her experiences in teaching, and it really inspired me. Why high school? Why all-boys? I really don't know. The only problem is that I'd have to study again coz I don't think the course I am taking right now can be taught in high school. Who knows? If I'm really into it, then maybe I will. I'd want to teach either Math or Chemistry. Teaching aside, I'm also considering working in the laboratory, either as a researcher or a medical technologist or both. I want to get blood from people (parang ang pangit ata nun pakinggan, hehehe) and examine it. I want to culture microorganisms for examination. I want to mix chemicals and confirm the presence of a substance in a sample. I want a discovery. Laboratory work in Microbiology, Physiology and Biochemistry naman ang naging inspiration ko dito. Still, I am aiming to become a doctor.

3. NEW! interest in what to specialize in - My mom wants me to specialize in neurology or cardiology when I get into Medicine. I've been greatly considering cardiology already (for a funny reason, actually, which I would not want to tell). I'm also considering hematology, inspired by my grandparents' doctor, who always explains to them the purposes (which is related to blood) of the tests that he always makes them take. But now, I am inspired by a certain person to specialize in oncology. It's painful to accept the fact that she'll be gone even before I become a doctor... actually, even before I graduate. They say that oncology is really hard, not in terms of the stuff to study (but I'm not saying it's not academically difficult), but because you'll end up getting attached to the people whose lives you try to prolong, yet in the end, they would just leave, sometimes peacefully, sometimes in pain... One oncologist I know said, "If no one will do it, who else would?" And I agree.

4. NEW! band - My brother's not the only one setting up a band! One of the organizations in PH, the Public Health Artists' Circle (PHAC... and I am a PHACer, ehehe), holds a yearly event, PHACousitcs, that showcases the musical talents of the students in our college. Last year, our batch did not join, for the reason that we did NOT get informed that there was one (and our batch was almost condemned for this, and it wasn't even our fault!). So, we're joining this year (so we can rub it in their faces... hehehe, kidding!), and it just turns out that I'm joining the band that our batch is building. We're called Counterstain, inspired by a Gram-staining procedure in Microbiology. Wish us luck! Screening of bands will be next week!

Well, that's enough for now. Nobela na ito! Di ko pa nga natutuloy yung kwento sa Europe, nakalimutan ko na ata! AND it's 12:00 pm, isang oras din yun na nabawas sa pag-aaral! Oooooh nooooooooo!


[11 August 2005] Disappointments... and Fulfillments
It's time I had some serious entries...

I've been nothing but a disappointment not only to my parents, but also to myself, for the first half of the semester. Well... my parents don't exactly know how bad I've been doing, but if they did... they would be VERY disappointed. Di ko alam kung paano ko gagawin yung pinangako ko sa mommy ko .

I failed my first exam in Anatomy...
...almost failed that in Physiology... (but I passed, thank you Lord!)

...and I'm almost sure I'm going to fail my exams in Biochemistry, lecture and laboratory.

This is SO not me. Hindi ko alam kung bakit naging ubod ako ng tamad... actually, tamad nga pala ako. Mas mysteryoso pala kung paano ako umabot sa naabot ko noon. I used to be really grade-conscious... actually, I still am. Kaya nga ako nagkakaganito... I want good grades, pero parang di ko na magawang magsipag para mag-aral. I procrastinate... exam after exam after exam. And it's really frustrating, you know? How am I going to make it to medical school with this attitude?!?

What's wrong with me? Useless rant... Grr. Pasensya sa mga nagbabasa.

Haay... BTW, another disappointment. We had Hematology in Physio lab this morning, and we did blood extraction through venipuncture - syringe method. I made 3 attmepts, all unsuccessful. Kawawa nga si Lea, nabutasan ng tatlong beses braso niya ng hindi oras... all because I did a bad job. Di man ako magiging doctor, eh pano na ko magiging med tech sa lagay na toh?!?

Despite all these... I just had a sense of fulfillment lately . I do hope I'm right, but I'm almost sure that I'm going to pass my second Anatomy exam! And I think that I did okay, you know, enough to pull my first exam up to a get a passing average grade. Well, I still kind of crammed for the exam, pero parang mas maayos yung naging pag-aaral ko nung gabing yun. I tried my best to focus and absorb everything that I was reading.

I should work harder and study earlier, noh? Sana sipagin na ako. Sana talaga.

Oh yeah! Who would think that I could become an arranger? Sir Nikos asked me to make an SAB arrangement of Til They Take My Heart Away, which I did in just about 2 or 3 days. It's very simple though. Sabi naman ni Bullet, ang kinikilala kong daddy sa Chorale, maganda naman raw. Di ko lang alam kung saan nila kinanta yun... but anyway, I got an honorarium for it, P200!!! It's the first time I earned money by myself, through my own work. This really is a fulfillment for me. Too bad I used the money already. Papa-frame ko sana. Hehehe.


[07 August 2005] New template!!!
As promised... here is a new template. Simple, yes... but I like it, so if you don't... oh well, can't please everyone, can I? Again, still planning to add other stuff like a calendar, a link to my old guestbook (which I should still redesign), and a wishlist! And this would mean looooooooooong scrolling of the sidebar if you want to see it all.

Obviously, I have become addicted to Harry Potter again since Book 6, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, came out. I got the image though for my new template from the movie poster of the first book. BTW, the story is getting interesting... VERY interesting that I neglected my new friend, Wheater, yesterday. I'm past chapter 20 already! Woohoo!


[02 August 2005] Infected!
I think I've been infected by Streptococcus pyogenes .

I just took the last tablet of antibiotic I've been taking since Sunday... that's 500 mg of Zithromax. It's for the very soar throat and terribly aching ear I've been having since Saturday . Anyway, I read the literature inside the box and found out that Azithromycin (weee... we studied this in Microbiology, although we didn't get much info from our prof...) is the generic name of Zithromax. I read that it's used to eradicate streptococci from the oropharynx. So I'm assuming I've been infected by the bacteria.

Believe me... Microbiology (and other subjects as well) changed the way I view things. One thing, it has made me super praning!

Anyway, I've been having a very very bad headache since yesterday. It hurt so bad that I cried and I had to sleep the pain away... that I wasn't able to finish studying yesterday! And I had an exam this morning (in Microbiology)!

My friends noticed that I was pale this morning... and then by lunch, I noticed lots of small dots all over my arm! I told my mom right away because I also had red spots on the ventral side of my upper body this morning (the effect of Zoology 102...), which I showed to her. So she picked me up from school and brought me to the doctor.

The doc said that I might be allergic to the antibiotic, so she told me to take some anti-allergant. And, finally...! My nose problem has been given a name, at least for the meantime! She said that if my cold (which has been there since Grade 6, geez...) stops after finishing the anti-allergant treatment, it must be allergic rhinitis. If not, then it's chronic.

Anyway... that's my infection story. I have no idea where I may have gotten it. Bleh.