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[30 September 2005] Not good enough
It hurts... when you realize that whatever you do, you can never be good enough to some people .

I used to say that I would do my best to achieve something that people say I cannot do, so that they won't have anything to say to me anymore about it. But now... I'm tired. I'm tired of trying. I don't have to prove anything to anyone anymore. I'm tired of trying to prove myself, knowing that I can never be good enough for them. I have my limits too, you know. I'm happy with what I'm doing, and that should be enough for them.

Who would think that behind the corny jokes and smiling face is a person who is deeply hurting...

Should I say sorry for not being perfect?

I'm going to cry myself to sleep.