The Host Club is now open! [peminista v.5]

<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d12201843\x26blogName\x3dpeminista\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLACK\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://peminista.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://peminista.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d-3427366410401226810', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe", messageHandlersFilter: gapi.iframes.CROSS_ORIGIN_IFRAMES_FILTER, messageHandlers: { 'blogger-ping': function() {} } }); } }); </script>

Patricia Anne a.k.a. Tricia, Pattie. 20 y.o. Gemini. Filipina. BSPH senior. Iska. soprano. 20/20 vision. dimples. petite. righty. OC. nocturnal. almost always late. can type 65-70 WPM. family person. loves Kuya Jess, bowling, movies, reading, Disney, blue, pink, chocolates, Imago, Alicia Keys, Harry Potter, Parasitology, manga, Pride and Prejudice, F.R.I.E.N.D.S., House
more?

"Nothing can be communicated without words. But if you really care about someone, even the smallest details are important to notice."
-- Ouran Koukou Host Club

Busy, busy, busy...
Like to know what I think, eh?

Sign me! Click here!

Alwyne
Ate Pattie
Arianne
Camille
Chame
Det

Dianne
Francine
Jamie
Jem
Jow
Kris

Krissy
Patty
Rox
Ryan
Sab
Tal

DPDx - CDC
Friendster
Gawad Kalinga
Multiply
Research and Documentation Online
Ultimate Guitar

Blogger
Cbox
FastOnlineUsers
Photobucket
Rapidcounter
Signmyguestbook

DISCLAIMER: I do not own the Ouran Koukou Host Club. Bisco Hatori does.

Hit Counter

[09 March 2005] Failure...

I have set high standards for myself, maybe because my parents expect so much from me and other people think highly of me (for reasons I really don't know... seriously).

I think I have been overworking myself... handling academics and Chorale at the same time, then I even ran for a position in our college's student council. And guess what? I won. At least I think I did (there's no formal announcement yet). People actually ask me what I really intend to be in the future: a doctor? a singer? a politician?

I ask myself the 4 W's and 1 H:

What am I trying to prove?
Where will this lead me to?
Why am I doing this?
Who am I kidding?
How am I going to get by these things?

I have had my first taste of failure in college in summer of 2004. I did not think it would happen again. I did not think I could get anything lower than that. Unfortunately, I was wrong. I now have had my second taste. I laughed at it, but deep inside, I was devastated. Crushed. Distressed.

Moreover, I was angry and disappointed with myself. I could have done a good job. But I didn't.

Failure sucks.

Comments

Go back